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katiewack

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Hi! I'm Katie
« on: July 17, 2013, 04:05:12 pm »
Hi Everyone! So, thought this would be a great starting place for everyone..

So, a little bit about me and my "awakening"

Well, I've always been semi-awake since birth. The 1st book genre into was always paranormal related (at 7 years old) and the TV show "Unsolved Mysteries" was one of my FAVES! I grew up Orthodox Catholic, and attended church twice a week from the ages of 4-16. By the time I was old enough to think for myself (16), I was OVER IT. I definitely played the "ignorance is bliss" card a bit and went into the spiritual woo-woo closet more than once in my life, just so I could have some freaking friends!

I seemed to have paired up my Saturn Return (28-31 years of life) with the 2012 shift and it catapulted me FULLY into where I am now. In January 2009, I came to the conclusion that I just couldn't work for anyone anymore and started my own "business", freelance graphic design and publishing magazines. I had a degree in Graphic Design and figured might as well use it. I am also a certified yoga instructor, but just could never make any money at it, so I just stuck with the "mundane". In 2009, I got married that year to a wonderful man (soul cousin - not soul family), and had 1 year of marriage bliss until my consciousness shot light years into the "future" . Aaahhh, now that story of the "final awakening".

In 2010, one of my Clients (freelance GD) was holding a weekly Leadership Circle, and it was amazing. Well, it gradually turned into a power struggle between him and me. Its hard to me to remember what was the cause exactly, but what it reminds me of is Dark Moon Lilith comes out of her closet, and was Not Too Happy being in there. After years of suppressing what I intuitively "knew", this "leader" tried to control me and told me I could not be a part of their group circle because I was not conforming to his "leadership" requests, I about lost it.

At the same time, I realized that my Yoga Teacher from New Orleans (Sean Johnson) was going to be at the Telluride Yoga Festival & I hadn't seen him since I left 'Nawlins 6 years ago. The combination of both experiences on the Same Day, quite literally, opened up my chakras, and within 3 days, crickets filled up my house ( rep. leaps of consciousness), couldn't work my computer programs, started speaking in parables, and I looked at my husband and thought " Oh my, who did I marry?"

Essentially, a higher aspect of myself "walked-in" to this body and I haven't been the same since. Yet, I have lowered my vibration a bit to blend in a bit more, and allow my physical body to "catch up".

Then came the timeline changes. My husband and I were married for almost 2 years (but after awakening, the marriage was over after the 1st year - took 1 year to heal and unravel the union). He's got a great heart, but not really wanting to delve into the woo-woo aspects of life, and I finally came "out of the closet".  In June 2011, I met my soul mate Ethan, who happens to be 10 years younger than me! I was actually friends with his Dad before we met, and after being away from Colorado for 2 years, he had his own awakening experience and came back home to "regroup" himself. Glad we found each other because after going through a similar experience, I was one of the few people who didn't think he needed to "get Help".

My work at the time was co-publishing a local conscious living magazine (layout / design), so I realized I could take my work wherever I went. Ethan & I lived in a variety of locations, but mostly out of a tent and with his dad (in a Pyramid house) for a few months before we left for California for the winter, November 2011. Colorado is too cold to live in a tent!

E & I wanted to explore communities, hopefully find our Home, and experience first hand what was going on in the Community Scene. We traveled and experienced farms, non-profit CORPORATIONS, homesteads, Occupy the Farm (yeah - that's a good story), and everywhere we went seemed to be some kind of hierarchy, of Slavery/Ownership paradigm thinking (except the single family homesteads - they were cool, but in transition themselves). So, after 6 months of traveling, we got boomeranged back to the Four Corners May 22, 2012. When we first got back here, I was NOT HAPPY... I was actually quite disappointed that what were were looking for just didn't seem to exist! I mean, it was California! The leading edge on New Paradigm thinking...

2012 was pretty much a Dark Night of the Soul for me. I was avidly following David Wilcock, and was waiting for the "Mass Arrests". 4th of July 2012 was really disappointing, HOWEVER, I sent a part of me out into the cosmos and processed the disappointment for weeks. I just couldn't picture myself living in a world with lack, limitation, & modern day slavery, and wanted OUT of here. My internal world of freedom and abundance was NOT matching my outer world. I gave the Universe an ultimatum, Go Big or Go Home!

Simultaneously, I was changing my diet (got off sugar - that was HUGE), and actively clearing psychic parasites from my energy field with the help of a few local healers. Well, July 15, 2012 I had a dream where I was at The Event. It was really fleeting, but I woke up in the middle of the night and said to E  " The Event! It happened! I was just there! I Found the Timeline!". The last scene I remember of the dream is when I came to in it, with E & I standing in a city square, like a concrete jungle, the sun high in the sky, and the Energy -whooo! Here is how I would describe it: Blue, Crystalline, Crisp, Clear, like the veil blankets had just been taken off Permanently, Free & Expansive!

5 days later, my magazine business partners and I had a MAJOR falling out. Talk about lack of transparency! Once again, Slavery/Ownership paradigm thought forms running rampant. I had to process that one for pretty much the whole month of August.

Then September came, and winter was just around the corner. So, I took the last little bit of savings$ I had and bought a yurt. So incredible, the people I bought it from were soooo connected to the Earth. The couple came with their 18 month old who they gave birth to Without any outside assistance (no midwife, hospital, nothing!), in another one of their yurts. Once again, Slavery / Ownership paradigm consciousness was prevalent in the "land Owner" and she began psychically attacking me, demanding that I pay her back pay for living on her property, etc. Essentially, she was "giving with a closed fist". So, I took all the energy I had and spent it on manifesting a place to live, to put up the yurt on open yet hidden land in Mancos, live peacefully, pay rent, and live my life. E & I moved the yurt with the help of some friends Sept 30 2012.

And that is where we are today. I call this place the Community Half-way House, cause we are halfway there! Our housemates are still deeply attached to lack and limitation, even though we have attempted to express how things have changed. They want nothing to do with it. We have been slowly drifting apart. We don't even hang out with each other. What we want to talk about is so on another wavelength, anything else is just not in resonance anymore.

 By the time we move this coming October, we will have been here for 1 year. Why are we moving? Well, the drought is horrific, and you can't grow veggies without water.

What are we looking for? Our landing pad! A home where we can create our healing yoga art sound retreat farm village community! Where we can anchor the earth grid space in a vibration high enough for our galactic brothers and sisters to actually Land! Where the devas and fae / gnome people can come out and show themselves!

We are here to create the free & expansive village blueprint. And that is where I am at for now  ;D

Oh! and the Garden is MUCH BIGGER now - I'll post pics when I get them.
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Ingeheid

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Ooh!
« Reply #1 on: July 17, 2013, 08:53:33 pm »
I love your garden!

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Re: Hi! I'm Katie
« Reply #2 on: July 19, 2013, 02:12:20 pm »
Hi Katie , love the garden and the story of You.

gail

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« Reply #3 on: July 22, 2013, 02:24:52 am »
Where are you located now?  I love the garden!  Very interesting life path.  Thanks for sharing.
Namaste
Gail